Daily Archives: December 28, 2011
Yesterday I found my thoughts turning to the new year. 2012 hits in a matter of days – and yes, like many folk, I can’t say or think “twenty twelve” without thinking of all the doomsday prophecies. It’s become so ingrained into our thought processes that it’s there, in the darker parts of our brains… dwelling in a perverse little cave crammed away with the conspiracy theories and abduction stories from the history channel. So, for the time being, I’m going to stuff that whole thing back into it’s dank little dwelling place and completely ignore it.
Twenty eleven was all about personal joy for me. It was a roller coaster of a year – with three quarters of it being nothing but up, up, up followed by a real quick down. Throw your hands in the air and scream!!!! Then it started making it’s way up again.
I actually found it really hard to settle on a word or theme for this past year. Right down to the last minute I was in a state of utter confuddlement (yep, another of those made up words of mine). But I won’t bore you with that story. It’s on my blog already, back from when it was fresh and new. No point in rehashing.
After last years struggles for a word, the fact that a word came to me instantly was to my complete and utter amazement and shock. It was very literally instantaneous. The moment I thought to myself “guess it’s time to come up with a new word” I had my new word: Love. It came so easily that I actually began second guessing myself. But honestly? It’s a perfect fit.
2011 was about joy. 2012 will be about love.
Loving one self. Loving others. Allowing one self to love. Loving without reservation. Loving without second guessing. Loving without embarrassment. Yep. I’m giving myself permission to feel things completely and fully, without holding back. …so watch out! 😉 This one could get a little messy.
I can’t imagine giving up my focus on joy. It’s changed my life in such a hugely positive way. Focusing on love will merely be an extension of that. I think it’s gonna be great!
So? What’s your word for 2012? Don’t do a word? What’s your theme? Or if you’re a little old fashioned, what’s your resolution? I don’t like resolutions, they’re just ideas that lack action… but if they work for you, more power to ya!