This time of year I tend to be on crafting overdrive. Far too many projects and not nearly the time needed to comfortably complete them all. I love it anyway though. 🙂
It used to just be me, crafting all by my lonesome… but now that Kid Kid is five, she’s in it right along with me. It’s awesome to see how well she’s doing to, in so many mediums. Embroidery, sewing, painting, drawing – and that’s just today. We still have planting, baking, decorating, packaging, more painting, more embroidery, more drawing, and a buttload of sewing still to go.
I wish I could share all the projects, but some of the folk who are on the receiving end of our efforts may stop by the blog, so we gotta keep it all under wraps. I gotta say though, as artsy fartsy as we are, all this creative work is absolutely exhausting. It is with great relief that we welcome bedtime tonight.
Okay… today I’m going to again share my gingerbread cookie drawing. The one I did to accompany my session at Breaking the Silence. I think it explains the basics of Expression, Gender, Assigned Sex, Sex, Sexual Desire, and Affection rather well. After all, that’s the entire reason I created it.
So… at it’s most basic? Expression is “all this” – and if you could see me you’d see me waving my hands and fingers over my entire body from my head to my toes and everywhere in between. It doesn’t exactly translate the same way to a blog post as it does when I do it in person. 😉 Your outward expression of gender doesn’t have to match your assigned sex, your actual sex, or any particular gender. It just just how you feel like presenting yourself at any given time – and there is no wrong way to express yourself.
I have to be honest. I’m kinda glad we’re on “E” with this challenge. Sure, my blog posts have been really fast and easy to write since the challenge started. I find this type of thing really easy to talk about. It helps that I talk about it with such a range of people on a day to day basis. From toddlers to teachers, I talk about orientation a lot and in a lot of different ways. So writing about it comes fast and easy. But I miss the challenge that comes from writing about myself and following the whim of my muse.
It really is a far greater challenge to share about important parts of my day, and how those things led to moments of self discovery or laughter. Sure, it means I end up with the occasional “sorry for being so boring today” post. But generally, it’s a very satisfying part of my day. It allows me time to put everything into perspective. It is time for me to reflect on the days joy or frustrations.
That’s really what this blog is all about. It’s about my expression of self. What I feel, who I am, what’s important to me on any given day. And this challenge, to a degree, has robbed me of that. It’s a good thing this is such an important topic or I’d be likely to scrap the whole darn thing at this point. 😉
It is an exceedingly important part of who we are. Without it? (get ready for the exceptionally geeky reference dead ahead) We might as well be assimilated by the Borg. Taken into the collective, sharing a mind…
It’s easy to think of it as the least of the parts that makes up our orientation, but when it is robbed from you? It’s easy to see it as potentially the most important. Without it, we are but shades of ourselves… lost, and without the will to communicate.
So value your ability to express yourself, through the way you look, the things you do, how you interact with others… Express yourself freely and without regret. BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE! Be the very best you, you know how to be, and inspire others to do the same.